Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Drool Pple....Drool........

tw|nKled by t|aRa on 1:59 AM

For a very stupid reason, i suddenly feel like being thin-ner again. Note the word "thin-ner" because i know i am already thin. BUT MY FACE ISNT!!!!!!!!!!! I miss the days when Adele used to call me upside down egg. Haha. Some people who are reading this might think oh no...another 1 in the anorexic phase. PLEASE, i am totally not anorexic. I am thin, but naturally thin. All my friends can vouch that i have been thin since they knew me. So, i dont care if u hate me cos im thin, but that doesnt give you the right to condemn all born skinny girls as victims(or self inflicted) of anorexia. Here in Australia where the average size is between AU8-10 (US size 6-8), ive received comments such as "Oh you're so tiny" from sales girls or ladies at Myer and David Jones, when trying to pull off something of a size AU6 which is still too big for me. Well, that particular comment is not really a negative 1, and for that, i certainly did not take it in a bad way, but ive received damn hell a lot of stares from ang moh girls while in the fitting room. If you actually read/seen pictures of people suffering from anorexia, gosh....im 10 times fatter than them.

Anyway, im just blabbering, i dont really mean that i wanna grow thinner just so that i can lose my baby fats from my cheeks. Im just complaining. Im quite happy with my body actually, cept d boobies part (which girl is?). So if you think otherwise and you are not liking what you read, too bad too sad.
No offense to anybody who is sensitive abt their weight. Sorryyyy...

Haaaaa.....finally had time & chance to watch tv. Watched CSI NY & Criminal Intent, switched around to FTV but disappointed to find nothing good at that hour. Decided to come up and fiddle with the computer cos its a miracle that i havent even switched on my laptop since i came back. Hah.

Well, i better go downstairs to make my breakfast for tmr, throw the garbage and bring up my flipflops.

*giggles* Hahahahahahaha Im sooOoooOOOOO Happy!!!!!

OH BTW!!!!!!! KK HAS A NEW FLAVOUR!!!!!!!! LIMITED ED NY CHEESE CAKE! But i didnt get to try it. Hah. maybe soon, i hope.

Toodle-looOooOOooOOOoooOOOOO. YIpPeEeeeeeeEEEEEeeeeeEEEEE!!!!!!!
*jumps up n down*

tw|nKled by t|aRa on 12:59 AM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

im having a really bad migraine...had it since dinner, after that chat with yun on msn abt cute guys it subsided for awhile LOL, now its back!!!

god i have 2 papers tmr at 9am & 1.30pm. Networking is at 9, i have 6/11 chapters to revise for, freaking alot of pages 2 go thru from d Cisco online resources, Philip kept telling me not to worry, i definitely can make it cos so far out of 50% i am among d top 10 in d cohort for this module. However, being in the top 10 is not very glorious because the average results r really bad. Seeing Johnny's results make me feel a little pressurized. As usual, hes d top student for networking so far, he scored full marks for d written section in d mid term test. As we all say....he's not human. All the more i feel i somehow cannot lag too far behind from him. For some funny reason, despite my laid back attitude towards schoolwork throughout my whole education, i feel very competitive since i entered Uni. Point is, i can't settle for a pass in Networking cos i know my work, a pass is not satisfactory. However, Java is a whole different story. Im just aiming to pass Java, score for Stats & Collaborative Systems, the rest, think maximum C is sufficient, enough to earn me an average of ard 70 again. I really realise that in Uni, you have to be quite disciplined otherwise there isnt much time to study just before exams.

anyway, i shudnt be wasting time rambling here. I shud be spending every single second cramming stuff into my puny brain. Im suffering from a stiff neck and a huge craving for Slurpee.

Goodbye for now.

tw|nKled by t|aRa on 9:19 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

omg i nearly did something extremelyyyyyy stupid!!!!! i was already thinking of it and on the verge of doing so. luckily i got distracted by something else and remembered just a few seconds ago realizing that thankfully i hadnt done so otherwise OMG i can soooo kill myself too!!!!!! its really hard to keep things to yourself, i can't contain it any longer....

off to face 3 papers this week, and the last paper next week. */me prays.

help meeeeeeeeee

tw|nKled by t|aRa on 9:22 PM